Above the clouds |
The tea is good, strong tea. It is grown and harvested locally, on the Tanzania side of the mountain. It is really a delicious tea. It is perfect for waking up to in the morning. We are also served tea at our lunch stops and at breakfast and dinner too. This is all part of keeping us hydrated on the mountain, though it helps feed my acknowledged and not problematic caffeine addiction. Sure, coffee is offered at breakfast and dinner but it is the terrible powdered coffee.
There are two routes we can take to Kibo Hut from Horombo - the upper route, which is steeper and has something called Zebra Rocks, or the lower route which isn't steep at all and lacks Zebra Rocks.
Apparently, these Zebra Rocks are life changing so we take the steeper route. It's not like it would be nice to ease in to the steepness we will face the next day at all with a less challenging route. Nope. Zebra Rocks for all!
When on a longer trek on Marangu route, you spend a day exploring around Horombo Hut. You take the upper route to Zebra Rocks, you explore some crater, you take your time and acclimatize.
Kilimanjaro Inuksuit |
At this point I was so exhausted from the steepness, from the sheer work of it all that I was actually in tears seeing the Inuksuit. I had asked myself before we came to them how many people I would be disappointing if I stopped where I was. Sure, I was pretty damn proud of myself for making it this far, but the list of people who I would let down was a lot longer than just me.
I explained to my guide what an Inuksuk was; a waypoint, a marker that someone had been there before and yes, you were going the right way, this is the right place. Seeing them told me that I was on the right path, that I could continue on. Pole pole my way up this damn mountain.
The guide said that he like that, he would tell people that. They didn't have a Swahili word for them and he would call them Inuksuk. He said that it was just something they did with the visitors to let them feel like they left a mark on Kilimanjaro (since you can't exactly vandalize the mountain).
Zebra Rocks |
In the lower middle of this photo, on the mountain, is Kibo Hut. Don't worry if you can't see it. |
Until now, we had only seen the peak and it didn't seem so bad. Now, we see all of it and we have a whole fucking other mountain to climb. It was the single most disheartening moment of my life, surpassing the time when I found out that Buckshot is an asshole.
I don't have the words to tell you what I felt in this moment. We had been climbing up, up, up this mountain for three days at this point and it seemed like the end was in sight, that this was actually something I could accomplish. Mother Nature decided to take that moment to tell me I was too proud of my accomplishment thus far and throw up a seemingly insurmountable roadblock. I tried to tell myself that thousands of people had climbed this mountain before me, thousands had sat in the spot where we were and not given up, but it wasn't helping. I wanted a helicopter. I wanted to go home and forget it. I didn't care about the damn certificate I would get if I summited; I had summited a ton of mountains in the Rockies and not once got a certificate for them. I could go home and be proud for making it that far - no one else I know had done that and really, what was I trying to prove?
I made it to Kibo Hut.
The last kilometer to Kibo Hut was physically draining. I was done. It took me an hour to walk a kilometer, something which usually only takes me 15 minutes on a slow day. I was physically and emotionally drained. I was sore. I was having a bit of trouble breathing.
It took seven minutes to walk to the bathroom and seven back. I was out of breath both ways, relying very heavily on my walking stick even though it was flat ground. The thing has become a third leg for me.
We eat a very large early dinner and go to sleep for a couple of hours. It is not cold up here, not by any standards I am used to. Maybe 0C? Slightly below? Not bad but in the thinner air, my lungs hurt a bit.
I debate not leaving Kibo Hut. I've made it this far. Well done, me! Not a single soul in my circle has done this or been this high up on the Earth. Did I really need to get to Uhuru Peak? What was I trying to prove? I almost had myself convinced and then I realized that I had spent a lot of money to get to that damn peak and not to feel sorry for myself in Kibo Hut. Funny how money is a good motivator.
Next: The Climb.